{"id":40801,"date":"2023-01-23T06:30:44","date_gmt":"2023-01-22T17:30:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/?p=40801"},"modified":"2023-01-22T17:50:25","modified_gmt":"2023-01-22T04:50:25","slug":"reflections-on-writing-as-vocation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/2023\/01\/23\/reflections-on-writing-as-vocation\/","title":{"rendered":"Reflections on Writing As Vocation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-40767\" src=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/NovelistAs-A-Vocation_Haruki-Murakami-92x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"92\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/NovelistAs-A-Vocation_Haruki-Murakami-92x150.jpg 92w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/NovelistAs-A-Vocation_Haruki-Murakami-183x300.jpg 183w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/NovelistAs-A-Vocation_Haruki-Murakami-768x1257.jpg 768w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/NovelistAs-A-Vocation_Haruki-Murakami-626x1024.jpg 626w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/NovelistAs-A-Vocation_Haruki-Murakami.jpg 1587w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 92px) 100vw, 92px\" \/>Two Mondays ago, I posted on the<a href=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/2023\/01\/09\/book-booty-aka-what-the-holiday-season-brought-me\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"> book booty<\/a> that came my way over the holiday break, including Haruki Murakami&#8217;s <strong><em>Novelist As A Vocation<\/em><\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>Unfortunately I haven&#8217;t yet had a chance to dip further into the book&#8217;s series of collected essays, but the whole notion of writing as vocation put me in mind of some reflections that I posted some years ago &#8212; and am revisiting today.<\/p>\n<h3><span style=\"color: #333333;\">On Writing As A Vocation<\/span><\/h3>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">In 2010, Zadie Smith published her <a style=\"color: #333333;\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/books\/2010\/feb\/22\/zadie-smith-rules-for-writers\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Rules for Writers<\/a> in The Guardian newspaper, one of which was:<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\"><em>\u201cDon\u2019t romanticise your \u2018vocation.\u2019 You can either write good sentences or you can\u2019t. There is no \u2018writer\u2019s lifestyle.\u2019 All that matters is what you leave on the page.\u201d<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">I completely agree that in terms of writing, all that matters is what you leave on the page. And certainly there is no one writer\u2019s lifestyle\u2014the lifestyles will be as diverse as the writers themselves. I also agree that it does aspiring writers no favours to romanticize the art.<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_11468\" style=\"width: 235px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-11468\" class=\"wp-image-11468 size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/02\/Central-to-Residency-Study-018a-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/02\/Central-to-Residency-Study-018a-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/02\/Central-to-Residency-Study-018a-112x150.jpg 112w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/02\/Central-to-Residency-Study-018a-768x1024.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-11468\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">&#8230;.inside the writing life&#8230;<\/p><\/div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">However, I do believe that writing <em>is<\/em> a vocation. A vocation, deriving from the Latin <em>vocare,<\/em> to call, is by definition something one feels called upon to do. Traditionally, the implication was of divine calling, for example, to a\u00a0 religious life.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">Dedicated pursuit of any occupation that is as artistically and economically uncertain as writing can only be regarded as a vocation\u2014something the writer feels called upon to do. And my own experience of consistently waking up at nights, haunted by the recurring: <em>\u201cWhy aren\u2019t you writing? You should be writing!\u201d<\/em> is certainly in the nature of a \u201ccalling\u201d or \u201csummons\u201d, whether one chooses to regard the source as an external muse or inner creative drive.<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_33207\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-33207\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-33207\" src=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/NWF_BFW_HL-300x263.jpg\" alt=\"National-Writers-Froum-Helen-Lowe-on-Building-Fantastic-Worlds\" width=\"300\" height=\"263\" srcset=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/NWF_BFW_HL-300x263.jpg 300w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/NWF_BFW_HL-150x132.jpg 150w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/NWF_BFW_HL-768x674.jpg 768w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/NWF_BFW_HL.jpg 845w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-33207\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Photo credit: Andi Buchanan<\/p><\/div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">I think such callings contain an element of mystery, but not necessarily one that is restricted to creative occupations: I have met\u00a0 people who feel equally called\u2014or compelled\u2014to practice medicine, to teach, and to cook, for example.\u00a0 In acknowledging that sense of vocation in relation to writing, one is no more romanticizing one\u2019s pursuit and practice of the art, than a doctor or nurse, teacher or chef, would be.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">Nonetheless, I have experienced the process of writing as \u201cmystery.\u201d Mostly, as has been famously said, although the creative process needs inspiration, the bulk of what follows is perspiration, ie sheer hard work. But there are still transcendent moments: e.g. when an impossible plot conundrum suddenly falls into place; when a detail that seemed small in Book 1 suddenly becomes vital in Book 3 or 4; when you alter your original idea to remain true to the way a character has developed\u2014and simultaneously illuminate previously obscure motivations and behaviours. Sometimes, too, the mystery can be as simple as why a name change alters not only the character but also their part in the story.<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_26269\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-26269\" class=\"wp-image-26269 size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/Its-edit-time-3-300x193.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"193\" srcset=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/Its-edit-time-3-300x193.jpg 300w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/Its-edit-time-3-150x96.jpg 150w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/Its-edit-time-3.jpg 529w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-26269\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">More hard work, than romance.<\/p><\/div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">I suspect many of those practicing other occupations, such as the medical practitioners, the teachers, and the chefs, can point to similar experiences: the \u201ceureka\u201d moments that are often the source of breakthroughs in skill, learning, or knowledge.\u00a0 My own experience suggests that wherever there is inspiration, hard work, and creativity, there will also be \u201cmystery.\u201d And to the extent that breakthroughs and eureka moments are serendipitous and exciting and amazing, I think it\u2019s OK to romanticize a little\u2013while still keeping one\u2019s feet firmly on the ground.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">Because Zadie Smith is still 100% right: no matter how hard one may work or how many moments of mystery one may experience, in terms of the writing, all that counts, in the end, <em>is<\/em> what is left on the page.<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_7848\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-7848\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-7848\" src=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/Snow-Copyedit-006-300x216.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"216\" srcset=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/Snow-Copyedit-006-300x216.jpg 300w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/Snow-Copyedit-006-150x108.jpg 150w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/Snow-Copyedit-006-1024x738.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-7848\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">It&#8217;s always one word &amp; one page at a time&#8230;<\/p><\/div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #333333;\">Some of those other matters may still matter a great deal, of course, in terms of the satisfaction in living one\u2019s own life well, regardless of the writing outcome\u2014but that\u2019s another matter entirely.<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_14350\" style=\"width: 215px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-14350\" class=\"wp-image-14350 size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/06\/Mstar4morningstar_award_helen_lowe_fantasy_david_gemmell-701x1024-205x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"205\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/06\/Mstar4morningstar_award_helen_lowe_fantasy_david_gemmell-701x1024-205x300.jpg 205w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/06\/Mstar4morningstar_award_helen_lowe_fantasy_david_gemmell-701x1024-102x150.jpg 102w, https:\/\/helenlowe.info\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/06\/Mstar4morningstar_award_helen_lowe_fantasy_david_gemmell-701x1024.jpg 701w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 205px) 100vw, 205px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-14350\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">&#8220;The Heir of Night&#8221; :&#8211; Morningstar Award<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Two Mondays ago, I posted on the book booty that came my way over the holiday break, including Haruki Murakami&#8217;s Novelist As A Vocation. 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